I, Anya, want to marry you, Xander, because I love you and I always will. Before I met you, I was, like, a completely different person. Not even a person, really, and I had seen what love did to people. It was hurt. And sadness. Alone was better. And then suddenly there was you, and you knew me, you saw me, and it was this…thing. You make me feel warm, and safe. So I get it now, I finally get love, Xander. I really do.